Yesterday I saw my rheumatologist for a sono on my hands. There were no new erosions!! This was the first time I'd had that good news. Even so, I decided to start Enbrel to combat my fatigue and general pain. I'm starting in two weeks after an upcoming trip. Thank you for the comments, they made the decision seem much less scary.
On another happy note, I just got a manuscript accepted to a journal with a high impact factor. Weeee.